Motivation

I want to lose more weight, for the holidays coming up. Obviously there is going to be alot of pressure and food around the time so I guess we need to be prepared and motivated to not gain even more!!!

Together, we can do this. If you want something bad enough, it's going to happen.

Today was almost a complete fast, except I had supper. That totally just wasted my hard work. I'm not going to let that happen again. Tomorrows a brand new day, a day where I will try harder and not fail again. All I have to do to get my mind set on that is to believe in myself, and I will do it. We can all reach our goals. I'm here to support you, right here by your side. <3

Remember my beautiful little ladies, you deserve this. Again, thank you for the nice comments! It really helps me. <3

xoxo - Ryssa.

If it Weren't for Plans, Dreams Are Merely Wishes

How bad do I want this? Bad enough to make it come true. I hate myself for these pathetic excuses everytime I end up failing. I just need to forget about it and try again. Yes, I am a failure, but I don't need to continue failing. I am on the right road now and tomorrow there will be no mistakes. I have to make this right again. <3

There are specific parts of me I want to slim down, like my legs. I hate how they are so chunky and fat, and I try so hard to be thin, while other girls who are perfectly happy and eat all they want have the skinniest legs ever. Its unfair, but its life. -sigh- I wish I had the metabolism of a skyrocket like some lucky people have. And they even complain about it! Oh, kill me now.

Dear Mia: I hate you, and I have gave up on you. I wish my addiction to you will turn into nothing as soon as possible. You ruined my health and made it so easy for me to binge and get off track. Because of you, I end up failing so much, when I give in to food and remember I can't purge again.

Dear Ana: Please take control of me this time. I can only feel save with you. I could only feel beautiful, light when I am empty, because of you I might just win this fight. <3

Stay strong girlies.

xoxo - Ryssa.

Back on Track

Sorry for being so absent on here, I was so busy with school and friends that I went off track and gained weight! ): but today I got back and fasted for almost the whole day, except at lunch I was pressured into having pizza and pop. Well maybe on the weekends I can fast successfully with no one around to stop me. How are you girlies doing? (:
Here is some thinspo, I love KiKi Kannibal, I think she is the most gorgeous thing ever!
~You can feel free to take my thinspo.