Making the Decision

I've been so weak lately, giving in to the most fattening foods when I'm hungry, and not being able to maintain my fasting. I'm even feeling a little sick from eating too much junk food. (sore throat) I can't help but be mad a myself. But now I'm making the decision, whenever I feel the urge to binge, whenever I can't control myself, I'm only going to eat fruits and healthy, watery things until I'm full. I'm going to try fasting one more day, then I will finally weigh myself. I'm so scared of what I'll see, but I have to anyway.

Thinspo:

This is PERFECTION. <3

Remember girls, stay strong! You deserve this.

-xoxo, Ryssa

I found my living thinspiration.

So, theres this girl in my school, and she is tiny! I see her everyday in the hallways but I don't feel like talking to her. I admire her looks and how graceful she seems when she walks, she has such a beautiful slim figure, and I want to be just like that. Seeing her everyday is definately an inspiration to me. (: I need to get to how skinny she is, I'm shorter than her and yet im bigger! I feel horrible, but I will keep trying.
Thank you my lovely girls for giving supportive comments <3 but my boyfriend needed some space, he's going through a hard time and so we broke up. I cried alot after that. At first I was really depressed and in a "fml" mood but later on I thought more about it and realized maybe hes going through a tough time. These two days feels like forever. We never texted or talked at all. He wouldn't even look at me, and if he did he never cared about me. I feel shitty, and this gives another reason for me to work harder! Keep it up girls! I hope he will get through this phase, soon.

Surprised :D

I logged in today and I was shocked in a happy way to find out I had 5 new followers already! I can't explain in words how grateful I am. Thank you so much for reading and supporting my blog. You don't know how much it makes me smile to read every one of the nice comments I get. All you girls are so smart and wonderful and you deserve to have the perfect body you've always wanted, so never give in! <3
Look at some thinspo:

She's so SLIM!!!

OMG, shes perfect!

There is something about me that thinks bones are gorgeous.

I want her body! Is it even possible to have boobs when you're that thin?!

Stay strong, we can do this!

xo-Ryssa

Determination

I am determined to do this. To never throw up again, or eat junk food. No more gross junk "food", even though I know I am so fucking prone to giving in. Thats my weakness, that is what led me to bulimia instead of anorexia. Throwing up is worse because it hurts and you barely lose any weight if you binge then purge.

Tips
-drink water, lots of it! In order to feel fuller, and not dehydrate.
-do excercises to keep your mind off food
-dance around to music, its fun and relieves stress
-take vitamins to keep healthy if your not eating
-get more rest, try to sleep in a darkened, quiet room
-when you are having hunger pains, take a hot shower!

On my next post, I will be putting up alot of thinspo!